Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Photoshop!!I

Yey! I finally remembered why I keep on logging on to the forums.. To see some brush links for my Photoshop education!

Whee!! Downloaded quite a number of brushes and textures, and I can't wait to start doing some Photoshop works again.

If it were remotely possible, I would call in sick today.. but noooo... *views of Mt.Namsan and seeing my fave gassoos come to mind* I need to work.

*sigh* Photoshop will just have to wait!

By the way, thanks to Diane for the links to Hybrid Genesis. They have such wonderful brushes and textures.

^yeah, I know... shameless plug. And while I'm at it, you can go visit my Deviant Art, Haha... Even though it's still empty. Teehee!

Toodles!

sounds: Nan Arayo - Se7en

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Monday, July 03, 2006
JaeHo is L-O-V-E!!

Yes.. JaeHo rules!! I love JaeHo!! *waves JaeHo Forever banner, carefully folds YooHo banner for future use*

Haha... I'm going crazy again, with all this DongBang yaois floating around the internet! You guys have got to see this clip (<-- come on, click it, i know you want to see!!). Pao posted the link at Heaven, and when I saw it I was so kilig and everything! Mabuhay ang JaeHo!!! JaeJoong and YunHo Forever and ever!!

Some screencaps. Believe me, if you're quite uncomfortable seeing guys act so gay, close your eyes. *insert wicked laugh here* Screencaps!!!


Jaejoong: "Don't let me fall, YunHo.."
YunHo: "I promise, I won't"  *Kilig*


Jaejoong: "But Yunho-yah, how about Yoochun?"
Yunho: "There's only you, in my heart..." *aaawwww*


Jaejoong: "I love you, Yunho-yah"
YunHo: "I love you too hyung!"
*sweetness!!*

**Song is by Fly to the Sky, it's entitled "Evasion", Scenes are from their Banjun drama, Dangerous Love, some Rainbow Romance clips and Because Tomorrow Comes MV.

Hahaha... *kilig mode* I know you think I'm weird for being so excited about this pair. Erm, so maybe I am weird. Haha. it's just that I've seen these boys grow up in front of my eyes, and they are very comfortable with each other. Talk about pure adolescent love. So sweet!! I knew them 2 or 3 years ago, and they were like 17 or 18 back then. Now they're all grown up... Waaahhh!! I don't want them to grow up!!

Hehe... I'm off to find a YooHo clip just like this one. Whee!! *goes off searching for clips*


Anyway, here's some cute *very very touching* facts about them. They're so adorable that any girl is crazy not to like them.. *aish, and that's coming from a DongBang fangirl* I've included some of my comments na rin. Haha!

DongBangShinGi cute facts:
1. During Rising Sun period, Yunho gave his single deck bed to Jaejoong because of Jaejoong's knee injury.

2. During the Rising Sun period, TVXQ won an award, but Jaejoong was not able to turn up because of his injury, so Yunho carried the trophy and said, "This trophy belongs to Jaejoong."

3. Micky and Changmin once said, "Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ."

4. Junsu's response towards the "changing member incident": "If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore." *huggles junsu*

5. Changmin's response towards the "changing member incident": "If any of us leaves TVXQ, I will surely return to my ordinary high school life." *pokes changmin*

6. When TVXQ were asked about "Who is the person of their fate?", they all answered, "The members", except for Micky.

7. Jaejoong once wrote in his cyworld: "Our friendship is stronger than most people because we talk and breathe in the same room and we eat and sleep in the same place..."

8. 2004, on Micky's birthday, Yunho said to all their fans, "Please look after our Micky, I can't use words to express myself, MICKY, I LOVE YOU!" *aaahhh!! YooHo love!!*

9. 10 September 2005, during a fan meeting, Changmin was asked by the reporter about what New Year present he would like to receive next year, and he answered, "The only present that I really want now is Jaejoong hyung's knee can get well soon." After Changmin finished, the camera started focusing on Jaejoong. Jaejoong always doesn't like crying, but at that very moment, he lowered his head and tried his best not to let his tears run down his cheeks.

10. During a fan meeting, Changmin said, "Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"

11. On August 2005, Yunho carried Junsu to the hospital when Junsu had a high fever. *YunHo, I want you to be the father of my children!!! >hides from tintin<*

12. When Jaejoong's knee was injured, Yunho wanted him to rest more, but instead, Jaejoong said to Yunho, "Your stomach is not well, you should be the one hospitalized, not me."

13. In the X-Man "Of Course" game, Yunho said the Junsu, "Did you know that I love the four of you very much?"

14. Yunho's reason for why he is always the one to take the initiative of taking care of everything regarding all thorny issues and all the awkward matters is, "Because I'm the leader who loves all my members."

15. November 2004, there were rumours about LSM replacing Jaejoong with someone else. Micky shed tears in the "I Believe" live performance when he knew about it. *Micky, I cried too when I heard this news... *sniffs**

16. Yunho's stomach is not well, so Changmin would always write him a reminder note saying, "Don't always forget to eat just because of work." and slip it into his pocket. Junsu would also always remind him, "Eat your food on time!" *So Changmin, stop eating their food and leave some for your hyung!!*

17. When Yunho is asked which member he likes the most, he answers first with an "also like".

18. At a fan meeting, Micky said, "Not only two years, but even until twenty, two hundred, two thousand years...we always have to be together."

19. In April of 2004, when Micky was hospitalized, Micky got angry because Junsu didn't visit him. *hush shush Micky, you cry-baby!! Don't be angry at the dolphin!!*

20. one time, Junsu wrote "Dong Bang Shin Gi Big Success" on a piece of paper, and then pasted it on the wall. *aahh!! a prediction that came true! smart dolphin you junsuwunsu!!*

21. In 2004, Micky was pranked on some show. A tarot reader gave him a reading and told him that he was going to have very bad luck (of course, it was a lie XD). Jaejoong said, "Your luck is bad, so don't cause trouble for the rest of TVXQ." Micky was very upset. After the show, he ran backstage and was feeling miserable, but then Jaejoong went backstage too and gave him a hug. *hugs Micky and Jeje... my dear sweet stupid boys!! i wub you!!*

22. On July 7, 2005, when TVXQ were in Fangshan, Beijing, female reporters were interviewing Jaejoong. He carefully answered the questions and then made eye contact with leader Yunho as if asking him, "Did I answer appropriately?" Yunho smiled at him and gave a little nod as if to tell him, "Yes, you answered very well." *aaahh!! JaeHo moment!! Wagi!!*

23. One time, when Junsu was pranked as an experiment, Yunho and Jaejoong acted as if there was some serious internal strife going on within the group. Poor Junsu was so scared, he nearly cried. *Stabs everyone! Why make Junsuwunsu my dolphin cry??*

24. When Yunho was pranked as an experiment, before his four fellow members carried on with the prank, they turned to the camera and said, "Yunho, we love you!" *i love YunHo too!!*

25. Jaejoong said that when the five members cannot find their own underwear, they will wear each others'. *bwahahahahahahahahahahhahaha!!! rolls and nearly dies laughing!! i love these guys!!*

26. In 2005, when Micky was celebrating his birthday in Japan, reporters were asking if they prepared any presents for him. Junsu said, "No, we didn't. There is just our sincerity." Yunho said, "I think, this is what makes a true partner."

27. Everybody's appraisals of Jaejoong: Yunho said, "Although sometimes, he can be rather rough, he is actually the one most like a mother. He is the most gentle member." Junsu said, "He is the most empathic member who cares most about others when they get sick." Yoochun said, "He is a reliable person who will always stand by your side. He is a member of members." Changmin said, "When you compare him to others of the same age, you cannot imagine... Once you look at him, you get an impression of light and nostalgia." *for me, he's just plain pretty!*

28. At a fanmeeting, Junsu said, "The members are like my brothers. We are just like a family."

29. Four of the members all want to raise dogs, but because Yoochun is scared of them, they all discarded their ideas of getting a dog.

30. In 2006, when it was Yunho and Changmin's birthdays, Jaejoong especially wrote a letter for Yunho *ooohh!! loveletter!! JAEHO!!*. JJ, Micky, and Junsu got two pizzas and JJ lighted candles to put on them.

31. In order to make leader Yunho seem taller, Changmin, the actual tallest member, would tend to bend his knees a bit. *aish, so sweet of Jerry Yan look-alike!! love him na!*

32. After Jaejoong's injury, at a fanmeeting, Jaejoong said to the members and fans, "I don't feel any pain. Please do not cry for me! Actually, once I see you guys, I do not feel any pain anymore!" *aw, quit being so silly!*

33. During an interview, Yunho said, "I hope that no matter how many and how great our difficulties may be, we will always overcome them together. Just as long as the five of us are together, we are most happy." *iboto si YunHo!!*

34. The five of them would throw blankets at each other in their dormitory, play rock paper scissors, and play hide and seek in the park.*my kids are cute!! they will always be kids in my eyes... *

35. The members said that the five of them have to find some time in the future to go someplace peaceful and quiet, where they can really have fun together. *sama niyo naman ako sa pangarap niyo!*

36. Micky, whose family is in the US said, "Mom is always worried about me living by myself away from home, but because I have the members, I have never felt lonely." *aaww!!*

37. When Yunho was asked what his continuing power is, he answered, "Encouragement of the members."

38. Jaejoong said that, "When cooking, salt and sunshine are very important, but Yunho is very important too!" <3 (and then there was something about how Salt and sunshine actually mean U-Know? Not sure what this is referring to...a play on Korean words? something related to U-Know? o.O) **JAEHO!! I WUB JAEHO!! *waves JaeHo banner frantically*!

39. Yunho said that if he was not a member of TVXQ, he would have become a fan of Jaejoong. :D *me too!!*

40. Yunho said that meeting the four members was the greatest event of his life. He also said that whenever he comes across the word "Promise", he would think about his members. *i'd think of you, yunho bear!!*

41. When TVXQ were asked what they most wanted to continue, Yunho answered, "I hope that the members of TVXQ would always continue. Right now, our friendship is already very strong. But I hope that in the future, it will definitely grow even stronger!" Yoochun said, "I hope that the friendship between the members will always remain." Junsu said, "The health of the members is what is most important!" *remember you said that Junsu!!*

42. Jaejoong said that if he wanted the presents that fans gave to other members, he can secretly take them. He took someone's shoes, but forgot who they originally belonged to. *bad Jeje!! JK! I wub him!*

43. At a KBS award ceremony, when Yunho and Jaejoong were speaking, Yunho noticed something in Jaejoong's hair and helped him pull it out. *JAEHOO!!!!*

44. In the 51st X-Man, when Micky was playing a game with others, it was very awkward. Yunho, who was on a different team from Micky, especially moved over to Micky's team and gave him a pat on the shoulder. *YooHo!! aaiisshh!! i wub X-Man episodes!!*

45. Everyday, Yunho would wake up earlier than the other members and patiently wake them all up. *I will kidnap this kid and make him the father of my children! I so swear!!*

46. Yunho said, "We are the Dong Bang Family. I am the daddy, Jaejoong is the mommy, Changmin is the youngest child, and Junsu and Yoochun are... " at this time, Junsu interrupts with a, "Yoochun is my wife!" XD *I love the DongBang family!!! waaahh!! Junsuwunsu is the best!! YooSu!!! YooSu forever!!*

47. During the Rising Sun period, Jaejoong was injured and had to use crutches. Yunho would always be following behind him and would gently place his hands on JJ's shoulders to prevent him from falling. *these guys should get a room for all those JaeHo love!!*

48. During any member's birthday, the other members would pretend that they do not remember the birthday, but would then hold a surprise party. *how about my birthday? looks at calendar...*

49. Sept. 10 2005, at a fanmeeting, because Jaejoong could not stand, they all sat down to sing Hug. *sweet* *melts*

50. During the filming of a Samsung camera commercial, Yunho had a backache, so Jaejoong helped him pound his back. *waves JAEHO banner*

51. Before a performance, Jaejoong would help Yunho fix his tie. *chants JaeHo JaeHo!*

52. In March 2005, when they were in China, Jaejoong's tie came off. Yoochun helped him pull it back while Changmin helped him hold the microphone.*my sweet babies... i wub you all!*

53. During March 2005, in China, Yoochun used his hands to help pick off the tissue paper that was covering Junsu's face. *sweetness*

54. Each time they receive an award, they would always thank "The Members" *that includes me! haha!! daydreamer!*



First 15
Credits: TVXQ Family, CassiopeiaSG
Translated By: *~Mrs. Kim Junsu aka Wj~* @ CassiopeiaSG
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The Rest
Credits: TVXQFamily, HKCassiopeia,
Translated By: fankit, ranalinde@dongbangshinki LJ Community

sounds: Fly to the Sky - Transition

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Sunday, July 02, 2006
"You are the One..."

I found something!!! Bwahaha... After knowng about Super Junior for a few months, I think this is the only time that I absolutely fell in love with them. Hihi, yes, I've been dancing *in a very subtle manner* to their song a lot while in the office ... You know, that song... Miracle *Life can't get better!!*...

And now... this wonderful song... I've heard it a couple months back, and I liked it. But now that I can fully comprehend the lyrics, I love it!! here it goes...

You Are the One
by Super Junior

(Donghae) as I hold you in my arms, together we listen to the sound of falling ocean waves
(SUngmin) It is being washed and thrown away by the tears that are falling in your eyes now
Look at me and stop crying


You are the one
(kang in)You're the only love for me
You are the sun
(eeteuk)Your smile washes over me
You are my love
(ryeowook)the only one for you is me
I'll always be by your side


(yesung)Love grows deeper as well as the tears
I become older as the pain grows
(ryeowook)I want to believe that everything will be alright,
if I go where my heart leads me


You are the one
(sungmin)It's been awhile, but I will still say,
You are the sun
(yesung)I've always been the only one for you
You are my love
(kangin)Sometimes I hesitate, because I am afraid that
I'd be too close standing a step at your back


(donghae) when the time comes that a wind blows in your heart,
(ryeowook)Hold me tightly and never let go my love,
Hold onto me with your smile


You are the one
(donghae)It's been awhile, but I'll say
You are the sun
(eeteuk)I've always been the only one for you
You are my love
(kangin)Sometimes I hesitate, because I am afraid that
I'd be too close standing a step at your back


You are the one
(sungmin)You're the only love for me
You are the sun
(yesung)Your smile washes over me
You are my love
(ryeowook) the only one for you is me
I'll always be by your side

credits:  eunsoo of SJPhilippines

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mySpace

Was bored out of my mind when i decided that i am fed up with friendster...

So I logged on mySpace. Hehe... I changed my "Who I want to meet" section, I placed a vid of Tim singing. Because honestly, I really, really, really want to meet Tim. Err.. because he can understand me coz he is so fluent in English *melts*. Plus his voice is absolutely incredible *somebody please get a mop, i'm still melting*

Anyway, I was browsing my "friends" section when I accidentally saw some familiar face. Heck, the face was beside my face in my friends "my friends" section. Erm, I just don't want to see that face anymore 'coz I'm afraid I'll go into this "reminiscing" mode again. And guess what, I did. I went all teary-eyed and remembered all those fun times we had. Aish, and it's been 6 or 7 years already!! I said to myself, "ENOUGH!" and continued on with my surfing..

Funny, now I can turn my emotions on and off. And it's all that face's fault.

Isn't it obvious that I still love him? Mind you, I'm not "in love" with him. I just love him...

sounds: DBSK - One

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Friday, June 30, 2006
weirdness...

Ok, I'm in DongBang mode right now (DUH! so what else is new??!!)

And I'm listening to Heart, Mind and Soul, their Japanese album. And the track is Rising Sun in Japanese!!! It's so not right! Aish! Or maybe I just got used to the Korean version? No, that's not it. The Japanese version is weird. 'nuff said.

And as expected, I absolutely love "One" *sigh*

Yey!! Tomorrow's the FunLand General Assembly!! Finally, after 4 months, we habe another assembly! I just hope that no gassoo is in the country right now, or else, I'd die. I swear! *reminisces the last GA, and the DongBang boys were just a few minutes away and we didn't know about it!!* *dies*

sounds: TVfXQ! - Heart, Mind and Soul


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Thursday, June 29, 2006
What's with my Yahoo Messenger avatar??

I think I'm color blind...

When I look at my YM avatar pic, I see my eyes as gray, but people say that it's blue. Is it just my eyes or it's really blue??

Aish, I think it's time to change my avi pic *goes camwhoring again*

Hmm... latest happenings in my life?? Erm, I'm excited about our birthday celebration (Kai and me) at Noraebang, plus the fact that I'll be seeing my FunLand friends this coming weekend. What else? *sigh* nothing.. *hangs head*

sounds: GOD - Volume 7: Into the Sky

 


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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Like A Man <--Fly to the Sky

I never knew how weak I was
Or what a coward I was.
I never knew,
Until you left me.

I love you every day.
I miss you every day.
I try to stop my tears,
But they keep falling anyway.
Tears I shed for the first time in my life.

Your heart has become cold.
Our love has come to an end.
Why did you have to leave?
Why did you have to come into my heart?
I hate you for doing this to me.

I love you every day.
I miss you every day.
I try to stop my tears,
But they keep falling anyway.
Tears I shed for the first time in my life.


I could never forget you. Even if you forget me.
You, my only love, are more precious to me than myself.

I want you.
I love you.
I will wait for you until the end.
I don¡¯t have any regrets.
It¡¯s okay.
I¡¯ll live like a man.

credits: Radio Korea International

 

 


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Monday, June 26, 2006
note TO the referee (FIFA World Cup, KOR-SUI game)

대 한 민 극!! or 대 한 민 국!! (Korean characters always confuse me!! Tongue)

I was browsing TVfXQ Forever (as I always do), and I came across this article. It was really touching. I wasn't able to watch the game but a friend of mine from The LaSallian updates me every so often about the happenings, that I can't complain. 

Anyway, here's the article:
"you,

you made a player who thinks the 16th round is more important than his wedding anniversary or joining the century club cry.

you made the elder players who wanted to give the gift of achievement -- just like four years ago-- to the younger players cry.

you made a player who got seriously injured but played his best for the team cry.

you made a player who was planning on proposing decently to his girlfriend if the team got to the 16th round cry.

you made the young players who ran their hardest even though whistles blew often and was the first time playing in the world cup cry.

you made a player who delayed his surgery just for the world cup cry.

you made a player who wanted to show that it was not luck that they went to the 4th round in the last world cup game and ran his hardest in order to show it cry.

you made a player who was angry at the game but did not show it but held his fist tightly cry.

you made the players who ran hard even though the whistles were unfair cry.

you made a player who could not be in the world cup because of a injury but wished for 16th place more than anything cry.

your unfair calls made millions of fans cry.

whether it was because of the FIFA president
or the swiss fans
or because you thought you were right,

i dont know what you were thinking while you were refereeing this game but,

theres a quote,
"if you make one cry, there will be a time when you will cry harder"
you, who made others cry...
you, who made 5,000,000 people cry...
there will be a day when you will cry harder

you made a mistake...a big mistake"

-written by player kim young gwang. translated by ikrnxinhyungi@Soompi

For me, there will always be next time (erm, 2010), but my heart goes out to the Korean people, especially the fans and the players. Will be back to edit this and add some pics.

대 한 민 극!! or 대 한 민 국!! (Confusion!! aaarrgghh!!!! Tongue)



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whee!! new template....

I wub my new template for this blog! Big Smile

It's so purple-ish and girly!! I love the color purple/lavender/violet... whatever you call it. There's something about the hue that really makes me want to decorate everything with it. Of course, I am partial to the color green. I am a LaSallian, after all. Shades

Anyway, I stayed up late last night, just reading fics at Ivory Tower. What I read made my eyes bleed. Heck, I read Tae7en fics, and I actually find it very addicting. Imagine Se7en and Taebinnie... Hawtness! Gash. And I read this cute little fic for my favorite band-mommy and band-daddy. So cute! And I read my very first Shinhwa yaoi/NC-17 fanfic. Gash... It was posted by cle, and she said it was one of the fics that made her love yaoi-ness. I was like... O____O

Somehow I just can't imagine my Sungie together with MinWoo. Shocked


Okay, I brought a sketch pad this weekend. I was thinking, maybe I could practice drawing. I mean, I drew just fine when I was a kid, so maybe I can go back to those days and just practice. There's no harm in trying, right? Who knows, I might still have that artist in me! hehe...

But I miss doing graphics with Photoshop. I haven't touched my Photoshop software for some time now. I'm not really good at it, but I thought I was starting to get the hang of it. Then suddenly, I stopped playing with the software. Ah, the busy life... it makes me sad that i wasn't able to continue with my PS-ing. Sad

sounds: Into the Sky - G.O.D.

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Sunday, June 25, 2006
tattoos, yaoi-ness, lemons, and my dongshins in germany....

Haven't posted in a week, but so much has happened...

First off, Korea lost to Switzerland in their final game, so that means Team Corea will be going home. Aish, and that was the match my DongBang boys watched. Wait, nope.. that wasn't it. It was the match with France where they supposedly sang the officila Korean song for the World Cup. Anyway, here's a pic of the boys wearing the  Korean colors. GO Red Devils!! Jaejoong's so pretty,, don't you think so??

From (L-R) YoungWoong JaeJoong, Xiah Junsu, Shim Changmin, Jung Yunho
Micky Yuchun in front 
 -pic credits to bestiz and tam for uploading to dongbangworld forums-

My boys, my dear sweet babies... But as I said in some of the DongBang-related forums, these boys are growing up, pwede nang pagnasahan. Bwahahaha Wink

But seriously though, I do not want them to grow up. Can't they just stay as they are? let me do the growing up, they need to stay the same way. Aish, I remember watching them during The Hug days. They were just kids, and now they're all 20+ years old. I really want to cry. I don't know what'w wrong with me, I just don't want them to grow up... *cries in corner*

Maybe it's because I am too possessive. Heck, I don't even want them to be famous here in the Philippines. I fear for another F4-like phenomena. Let's face it, these kids are gorgeous in person (believe me, I've seen them in person), and they are very, very talented! Just listen to their songs and the throngs of fans that keep on following them wherever they go. Aish, my dear sweet boys... Sad


Anyway, I want to get a tattoo!! But because I am afraid of needles, I think I'll just get a henna. And I want one just like this:

--pic credits to tamara for uploading to dongbangworld forums

It says TVfXQ! SOUL. And in case you're wondering who that is, that's YoungWoong JaeJoong!! Sexy shoulders huh??!! WAAAHH!! These boys are making me crazy!! I want a henna just like that!! Shades


Okies, lately I've been reading a lot of Yaoi, and a bit of lemon fics. *look at my "Now Reading" list*. Yes, I know you're thinking I have a sick perverted mind, but hey, I enjoy reading fictions that pair up my favorite guys! It's better than reading a fic where my fave gassoo is being paired up with someone from the oposite gender and then I go off so jealous that I want to rip off someone's eyes out. Sick, I know. Aish, Yaoiness rule!! That's what I keep saying....

But there's this one ficcie that's so sweet. It's not yaoi, mind you. It involves Micky park YooChun and I read it at soompi... er, no... in TVfXQ Forever forums pala. It was so sweet, but there's only one chapter right now. I'll be sure to watch out for the next chapters/parts... I ense a love rectangle.. Haha... Micky, Jeje and Changmin! Whoot whoot! Superb cast!! The title is Sun Shower by the way...Angel

*sigh* I better start doing what i ams upposed to do. Till my next post!! Big Smile

sounds: Without You - 1TYM


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