a song by DongBangShinKi, used for their Vacation .. err... drama/movie

don't really like the song.. too dramatic and boyband-ish. not like their previous songs. aish.. lemme listen to it more...

Title: And...(Holding back the tears)
Crappy-Quickie Translation: mishi
HTTP://TVFXQWORLD.CJB.NET

Changmin_
the image became cloudy and white
to erase my scent, to separate from the radiance inside

Meke_
seeing the story slowly transfer to my heart
at the same time damaging, given the time in my hands

Chorus_ I'm holding back the tears

Junsu_
this heaviness is tied to my heart
i stand in another distant place, so i wont be close
i do this without crying

Yunho_
both hands come together once again
somewhere in a place where it can be heard
soon my memories will barely exist

Joongie_
its as if we're constantly together
i want to be free of this pain
to cut these tears that flow through my body

Chorus_ I'm living with my tears
this heaviness is bound to my heart
ill stand in another distant place, i wont be close

Junsu_
i do this without crying. as for me...

Chorus_ I'm holding back the tears
sdfsdfsfsdsdfidontgetacoupleofkanjisT__T something about slowly being able to trust again
ill stand in that other place
with a small smile...

Joongie_
i can smile...

see... wait. brb to comment. i'm in a hurry, ^^

sounds: One (LIVE!!) - DongBangShinKi Rising Sun Concert CD

 

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it's friday morning... tam's in malaysia.. and i'm here.. *sob*

all i can do is listen to their concert album. i can't help but cry...

they have come a loooooonnnnggg way... TT-TT I am so proud of them *tears*

i just love those guys to pieces.. <<<333

sounds: DongBangShinKi - Rising Sun Concert Album

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yes, i am sad...

i've been reading a lot of sad ficcies... and i'm affected.

yeah, seems pathetic, but.. aish!! i don't know. even ficcies with bittersweet endings made me shed a tear. and not only that, i just heard this 98 degrees song, "Hardest Thing", and I started tearing up!

Waaahh!! I hate being emotional like this.

sounds: Tim - Volume 3: Feelings

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Yes, I promised to edit that birthday post, and I will. WIll be posting pics later...

I just need to rave... My LSS today (err.. since this weekend) is One by DongBangShinKi. I don't know why but it's the only song playing in my head right now..

Aish, it's on loop right now. Waaahhh!! After I Believe/Miduhyo, thus has got to be the most romantic, wonderful song they've done (not counting the other tracks in all of their albums and singles...)

And wth??!!! They'll be releasing their 3rd album and 3rd photobook (waahh! Europe) at the same time! Aaaacckk!! Poverty!! T-T

sounds: One - DongBangShinKi

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hehe.. yeah, a birthday entry, why not?

anyway, yesterday was the birthday celebration for me.. kai and i had a double birthday bash with the angels at G4 yesterday, then we went to noraebang (duh?! what else is new?!). anyway, will be posting pics and some more next time. i have to go. hehehe.. will edit this post sometime tomorrow.. with clips and some pics.

edit:

the cake, after the angels slobbered it  =pic taken by kai=

crazy Edward feeding Junsu voodoo doll... =pic taken by kai=

with gem aka hyun jin ... err, that's mishi's fingers ^  =taken by mishi.. or someone else.. ^^=

with cle at noraebang =taken by cle=

with kai, cle, mishi and tintin (aarrgghh! icing fight)  = taken by.. err.. someone =

a few thank yous are in order:

mishi, for the book! waaahh!! you're trying to teach me how to write a lemon!! thanks so much for the book! i wub it!! *hugz* <<<333

cle and tintin, for the bambi vcd. whee!! now i can watch yunho's daughter *coughyunhodoesnotknowthatbambiisaguyletusallgivehimabreakokaycough* i wub it too!!! *hugz*

diane aka aya, for the yunyun poster. so deym hawt! i wub it... yunyun is no longer a kid, and i am here to make sure of that *nyak!! incest!!* thanks!! *hugz* but you still owe me... you didn't come with us to sing. hmph!

dianne, for the pretty necklace and bracelet set. i love furfle!! thanks so much!! wish you came with us to sing at noraebang...you have to promise to come next time, ok? *that's on august 13th, tamara's birthday! whee!!*

eme, thanks so much. was touched with what you wrote. hope to know you better. and i think we'll really get along... we're both insane eh! haha!

gem aka hyun jin, i'll save the thank you's when i get yunho the voodoo doll! bwhahahah!! but thanks for coming yesterday... *hugz*

pics to come in a while...

sounds: 127 Days - KangTa and Vanness

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... was blog-hopping when i found this. I find it very, very funny! hehe....

If anything can go wrong, it will.
If there is a possibility of several things going wrong, the one that will cause the most damage will be the one to go wrong.
Corollary: If there is a worse time for something to go wrong, it will happen then.
If anything just cannot go wrong, it will anyway.
If you perceive that there are four possible ways in which something can go wrong, and circumvent these, then a fifth way, unprepared for, will promptly develop. *aaahh... now I know why I hate my QUAMETH class*
Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse.
If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.
Nature always sides with the hidden flaw.
Mother nature is a bitch.
Everything goes wrong all at once.
Matter will be damaged in direct proportion to its value.

Addition to Murphy's Laws
In nature, nothing is ever right. Therefore, if everything is going right ... something is wrong.
Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.
It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious.

Rule of Accuracy: When working toward the solution of a problem, it always helps if you know the answer.
Corollary: Provided, of course, that you know there is a problem.

Nothing is as easy as it looks.
Everything takes longer than you think.
If anything simply cannot go wrong, it will anyway.
Whenever you set out to do something, something else must be done first.
Every solution breeds new problems.
The legibility of a copy is inversely proportional to its importance.
You cannot successfully determine beforehand which side of the bread to butter.
The chance of the bread falling with the buttered side down is directly proportional to the cost of the carpet.
You will always find something in the last place you look.
No matter how long or how hard you shop for an item, after you've bought it, it will be on sale somewhere cheaper.
The other line always moves faster.
In order to get a loan, you must first prove you don't need it.
Anything you try to fix will take longer and cost you more than you thought.
If you fool around with a thing for very long you will screw it up.
If it jams, force it. If it breaks, it needed replacing anyway.
When a broken appliance is demonstrated for the repairman, it will work perfectly.
Build a system that even a fool can use, and only a fool will use it.
Everyone has a scheme for getting rich that will not work.
In any hierarchy, each individual rises to his own level of incompetence, and then remains there.
There's never time to do it right, but there's always time to do it over.
When in doubt, mumble. When in trouble, delegate.

Anything good in life is either illegal, immoral or fattening.

Murphy's golden rule: whoever has the gold makes the rules.

In case of doubt, make it sound convincing.
Never argue with a fool, people might not know the difference.

Where patience fails, force prevails.

If you want something bad enough, chances are you won't get it.
If you think you are doing the right thing, chances are it will back-fire in your face.
When waiting for traffic, chances are that when one lane clears the other is congested.
Just when you think things cannot get any worse, they will.

He who angers you controls you, there-fore you have no control over your anger.
Any time you put an item in a "safe place", it will never be seen again.
Your best golf shots always occur when playing alone.
The worst golf shots always occur when playing with someone you are trying to impress.
The fish are always biting....yesterday!
The cost of the hairdo is directly related to the strength of the wind.
Great ideas are never remembered and dumb statements are never forgotten.
The clothes washer/dryer will only eat one of each pair of socks.
When you see see light at the end of the tunnel, the tunnel will cave in.
Or in another version The light at the end of the tunnel is a train.
Whatever you want, you can't have, what you can have, you don't want.
Whatever you want to do, is Not possible, what ever is possible for you to do, you don't want to do it.
Traffic is inversely proportional to how late you are, or are going to be.
The complexity and frustration factor is inversely proportional to how much time you have left to finish, and how important it is.

Crespins law of observation:
the probability of being observed is in direct proportion to the stupidity of ones actions
If you go to bed with an itchy ass, you wake up with smelly fingers.

A knowledge of Murphy's Law is no help in any situation.

If you say something, and stake your reputation on it, you will lose your reputation.
Waxman's Law: Everything tastes more or less like chicken.
Skarstad's Observation You will never find any more loose change than you have already lost.
If authority was mass, stupidity would be gravity.

--from Tea Why's blog @ MySpace, a friend of Erin's

sounds: 1TYM - One Way Album

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Yey! I finally remembered why I keep on logging on to the forums.. To see some brush links for my Photoshop education!

Whee!! Downloaded quite a number of brushes and textures, and I can't wait to start doing some Photoshop works again.

If it were remotely possible, I would call in sick today.. but noooo... *views of Mt.Namsan and seeing my fave gassoos come to mind* I need to work.

*sigh* Photoshop will just have to wait!

By the way, thanks to Diane for the links to Hybrid Genesis. They have such wonderful brushes and textures.

^yeah, I know... shameless plug. And while I'm at it, you can go visit my Deviant Art, Haha... Even though it's still empty. Teehee!

Toodles!

sounds: Nan Arayo - Se7en

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Yes.. JaeHo rules!! I love JaeHo!! *waves JaeHo Forever banner, carefully folds YooHo banner for future use*

Haha... I'm going crazy again, with all this DongBang yaois floating around the internet! You guys have got to see this clip (<-- come on, click it, i know you want to see!!). Pao posted the link at Heaven, and when I saw it I was so kilig and everything! Mabuhay ang JaeHo!!! JaeJoong and YunHo Forever and ever!!

Some screencaps. Believe me, if you're quite uncomfortable seeing guys act so gay, close your eyes. *insert wicked laugh here* Screencaps!!!


Jaejoong: "Don't let me fall, YunHo.."
YunHo: "I promise, I won't"  *Kilig*


Jaejoong: "But Yunho-yah, how about Yoochun?"
Yunho: "There's only you, in my heart..." *aaawwww*


Jaejoong: "I love you, Yunho-yah"
YunHo: "I love you too hyung!"
*sweetness!!*

**Song is by Fly to the Sky, it's entitled "Evasion", Scenes are from their Banjun drama, Dangerous Love, some Rainbow Romance clips and Because Tomorrow Comes MV.

Hahaha... *kilig mode* I know you think I'm weird for being so excited about this pair. Erm, so maybe I am weird. Haha. it's just that I've seen these boys grow up in front of my eyes, and they are very comfortable with each other. Talk about pure adolescent love. So sweet!! I knew them 2 or 3 years ago, and they were like 17 or 18 back then. Now they're all grown up... Waaahhh!! I don't want them to grow up!!

Hehe... I'm off to find a YooHo clip just like this one. Whee!! *goes off searching for clips*

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Anyway, here's some cute *very very touching* facts about them. They're so adorable that any girl is crazy not to like them.. *aish, and that's coming from a DongBang fangirl* I've included some of my comments na rin. Haha!

DongBangShinGi cute facts:
1. During Rising Sun period, Yunho gave his single deck bed to Jaejoong because of Jaejoong's knee injury.

2. During the Rising Sun period, TVXQ won an award, but Jaejoong was not able to turn up because of his injury, so Yunho carried the trophy and said, "This trophy belongs to Jaejoong."

3. Micky and Changmin once said, "Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ."

4. Junsu's response towards the "changing member incident": "If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore." *huggles junsu*

5. Changmin's response towards the "changing member incident": "If any of us leaves TVXQ, I will surely return to my ordinary high school life." *pokes changmin*

6. When TVXQ were asked about "Who is the person of their fate?", they all answered, "The members", except for Micky.

7. Jaejoong once wrote in his cyworld: "Our friendship is stronger than most people because we talk and breathe in the same room and we eat and sleep in the same place..."

8. 2004, on Micky's birthday, Yunho said to all their fans, "Please look after our Micky, I can't use words to express myself, MICKY, I LOVE YOU!" *aaahhh!! YooHo love!!*

9. 10 September 2005, during a fan meeting, Changmin was asked by the reporter about what New Year present he would like to receive next year, and he answered, "The only present that I really want now is Jaejoong hyung's knee can get well soon." After Changmin finished, the camera started focusing on Jaejoong. Jaejoong always doesn't like crying, but at that very moment, he lowered his head and tried his best not to let his tears run down his cheeks.

10. During a fan meeting, Changmin said, "Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"

11. On August 2005, Yunho carried Junsu to the hospital when Junsu had a high fever. *YunHo, I want you to be the father of my children!!! >hides from tintin<*

12. When Jaejoong's knee was injured, Yunho wanted him to rest more, but instead, Jaejoong said to Yunho, "Your stomach is not well, you should be the one hospitalized, not me."

13. In the X-Man "Of Course" game, Yunho said the Junsu, "Did you know that I love the four of you very much?"

14. Yunho's reason for why he is always the one to take the initiative of taking care of everything regarding all thorny issues and all the awkward matters is, "Because I'm the leader who loves all my members."

15. November 2004, there were rumours about LSM replacing Jaejoong with someone else. Micky shed tears in the "I Believe" live performance when he knew about it. *Micky, I cried too when I heard this news... *sniffs**

16. Yunho's stomach is not well, so Changmin would always write him a reminder note saying, "Don't always forget to eat just because of work." and slip it into his pocket. Junsu would also always remind him, "Eat your food on time!" *So Changmin, stop eating their food and leave some for your hyung!!*

17. When Yunho is asked which member he likes the most, he answers first with an "also like".

18. At a fan meeting, Micky said, "Not only two years, but even until twenty, two hundred, two thousand years...we always have to be together."

19. In April of 2004, when Micky was hospitalized, Micky got angry because Junsu didn't visit him. *hush shush Micky, you cry-baby!! Don't be angry at the dolphin!!*

20. one time, Junsu wrote "Dong Bang Shin Gi Big Success" on a piece of paper, and then pasted it on the wall. *aahh!! a prediction that came true! smart dolphin you junsuwunsu!!*

21. In 2004, Micky was pranked on some show. A tarot reader gave him a reading and told him that he was going to have very bad luck (of course, it was a lie XD). Jaejoong said, "Your luck is bad, so don't cause trouble for the rest of TVXQ." Micky was very upset. After the show, he ran backstage and was feeling miserable, but then Jaejoong went backstage too and gave him a hug. *hugs Micky and Jeje... my dear sweet stupid boys!! i wub you!!*

22. On July 7, 2005, when TVXQ were in Fangshan, Beijing, female reporters were interviewing Jaejoong. He carefully answered the questions and then made eye contact with leader Yunho as if asking him, "Did I answer appropriately?" Yunho smiled at him and gave a little nod as if to tell him, "Yes, you answered very well." *aaahh!! JaeHo moment!! Wagi!!*

23. One time, when Junsu was pranked as an experiment, Yunho and Jaejoong acted as if there was some serious internal strife going on within the group. Poor Junsu was so scared, he nearly cried. *Stabs everyone! Why make Junsuwunsu my dolphin cry??*

24. When Yunho was pranked as an experiment, before his four fellow members carried on with the prank, they turned to the camera and said, "Yunho, we love you!" *i love YunHo too!!*

25. Jaejoong said that when the five members cannot find their own underwear, they will wear each others'. *bwahahahahahahahahahahhahaha!!! rolls and nearly dies laughing!! i love these guys!!*

26. In 2005, when Micky was celebrating his birthday in Japan, reporters were asking if they prepared any presents for him. Junsu said, "No, we didn't. There is just our sincerity." Yunho said, "I think, this is what makes a true partner."

27. Everybody's appraisals of Jaejoong: Yunho said, "Although sometimes, he can be rather rough, he is actually the one most like a mother. He is the most gentle member." Junsu said, "He is the most empathic member who cares most about others when they get sick." Yoochun said, "He is a reliable person who will always stand by your side. He is a member of members." Changmin said, "When you compare him to others of the same age, you cannot imagine... Once you look at him, you get an impression of light and nostalgia." *for me, he's just plain pretty!*

28. At a fanmeeting, Junsu said, "The members are like my brothers. We are just like a family."

29. Four of the members all want to raise dogs, but because Yoochun is scared of them, they all discarded their ideas of getting a dog.

30. In 2006, when it was Yunho and Changmin's birthdays, Jaejoong especially wrote a letter for Yunho *ooohh!! loveletter!! JAEHO!!*. JJ, Micky, and Junsu got two pizzas and JJ lighted candles to put on them.

31. In order to make leader Yunho seem taller, Changmin, the actual tallest member, would tend to bend his knees a bit. *aish, so sweet of Jerry Yan look-alike!! love him na!*

32. After Jaejoong's injury, at a fanmeeting, Jaejoong said to the members and fans, "I don't feel any pain. Please do not cry for me! Actually, once I see you guys, I do not feel any pain anymore!" *aw, quit being so silly!*

33. During an interview, Yunho said, "I hope that no matter how many and how great our difficulties may be, we will always overcome them together. Just as long as the five of us are together, we are most happy." *iboto si YunHo!!*

34. The five of them would throw blankets at each other in their dormitory, play rock paper scissors, and play hide and seek in the park.*my kids are cute!! they will always be kids in my eyes... *

35. The members said that the five of them have to find some time in the future to go someplace peaceful and quiet, where they can really have fun together. *sama niyo naman ako sa pangarap niyo!*

36. Micky, whose family is in the US said, "Mom is always worried about me living by myself away from home, but because I have the members, I have never felt lonely." *aaww!!*

37. When Yunho was asked what his continuing power is, he answered, "Encouragement of the members."

38. Jaejoong said that, "When cooking, salt and sunshine are very important, but Yunho is very important too!" <3 (and then there was something about how Salt and sunshine actually mean U-Know? Not sure what this is referring to...a play on Korean words? something related to U-Know? o.O) **JAEHO!! I WUB JAEHO!! *waves JaeHo banner frantically*!

39. Yunho said that if he was not a member of TVXQ, he would have become a fan of Jaejoong. :D *me too!!*

40. Yunho said that meeting the four members was the greatest event of his life. He also said that whenever he comes across the word "Promise", he would think about his members. *i'd think of you, yunho bear!!*

41. When TVXQ were asked what they most wanted to continue, Yunho answered, "I hope that the members of TVXQ would always continue. Right now, our friendship is already very strong. But I hope that in the future, it will definitely grow even stronger!" Yoochun said, "I hope that the friendship between the members will always remain." Junsu said, "The health of the members is what is most important!" *remember you said that Junsu!!*

42. Jaejoong said that if he wanted the presents that fans gave to other members, he can secretly take them. He took someone's shoes, but forgot who they originally belonged to. *bad Jeje!! JK! I wub him!*

43. At a KBS award ceremony, when Yunho and Jaejoong were speaking, Yunho noticed something in Jaejoong's hair and helped him pull it out. *JAEHOO!!!!*

44. In the 51st X-Man, when Micky was playing a game with others, it was very awkward. Yunho, who was on a different team from Micky, especially moved over to Micky's team and gave him a pat on the shoulder. *YooHo!! aaiisshh!! i wub X-Man episodes!!*

45. Everyday, Yunho would wake up earlier than the other members and patiently wake them all up. *I will kidnap this kid and make him the father of my children! I so swear!!*

46. Yunho said, "We are the Dong Bang Family. I am the daddy, Jaejoong is the mommy, Changmin is the youngest child, and Junsu and Yoochun are... " at this time, Junsu interrupts with a, "Yoochun is my wife!" XD *I love the DongBang family!!! waaahh!! Junsuwunsu is the best!! YooSu!!! YooSu forever!!*

47. During the Rising Sun period, Jaejoong was injured and had to use crutches. Yunho would always be following behind him and would gently place his hands on JJ's shoulders to prevent him from falling. *these guys should get a room for all those JaeHo love!!*

48. During any member's birthday, the other members would pretend that they do not remember the birthday, but would then hold a surprise party. *how about my birthday? looks at calendar...*

49. Sept. 10 2005, at a fanmeeting, because Jaejoong could not stand, they all sat down to sing Hug. *sweet* *melts*

50. During the filming of a Samsung camera commercial, Yunho had a backache, so Jaejoong helped him pound his back. *waves JAEHO banner*

51. Before a performance, Jaejoong would help Yunho fix his tie. *chants JaeHo JaeHo!*

52. In March 2005, when they were in China, Jaejoong's tie came off. Yoochun helped him pull it back while Changmin helped him hold the microphone.*my sweet babies... i wub you all!*

53. During March 2005, in China, Yoochun used his hands to help pick off the tissue paper that was covering Junsu's face. *sweetness*

54. Each time they receive an award, they would always thank "The Members" *that includes me! haha!! daydreamer!*



First 15
Credits: TVXQ Family, CassiopeiaSG
Translated By: *~Mrs. Kim Junsu aka Wj~* @ CassiopeiaSG
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The Rest
Credits: TVXQFamily, HKCassiopeia,
Translated By: fankit, ranalinde@dongbangshinki LJ Community

sounds: Fly to the Sky - Transition

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I found something!!! Bwahaha... After knowng about Super Junior for a few months, I think this is the only time that I absolutely fell in love with them. Hihi, yes, I've been dancing *in a very subtle manner* to their song a lot while in the office ... You know, that song... Miracle *Life can't get better!!*...

And now... this wonderful song... I've heard it a couple months back, and I liked it. But now that I can fully comprehend the lyrics, I love it!! here it goes...

You Are the One
by Super Junior

(Donghae) as I hold you in my arms, together we listen to the sound of falling ocean waves
(SUngmin) It is being washed and thrown away by the tears that are falling in your eyes now
Look at me and stop crying


You are the one
(kang in)You're the only love for me
You are the sun
(eeteuk)Your smile washes over me
You are my love
(ryeowook)the only one for you is me
I'll always be by your side


(yesung)Love grows deeper as well as the tears
I become older as the pain grows
(ryeowook)I want to believe that everything will be alright,
if I go where my heart leads me


You are the one
(sungmin)It's been awhile, but I will still say,
You are the sun
(yesung)I've always been the only one for you
You are my love
(kangin)Sometimes I hesitate, because I am afraid that
I'd be too close standing a step at your back


(donghae) when the time comes that a wind blows in your heart,
(ryeowook)Hold me tightly and never let go my love,
Hold onto me with your smile


You are the one
(donghae)It's been awhile, but I'll say
You are the sun
(eeteuk)I've always been the only one for you
You are my love
(kangin)Sometimes I hesitate, because I am afraid that
I'd be too close standing a step at your back


You are the one
(sungmin)You're the only love for me
You are the sun
(yesung)Your smile washes over me
You are my love
(ryeowook) the only one for you is me
I'll always be by your side

credits:  eunsoo of SJPhilippines

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Was bored out of my mind when i decided that i am fed up with friendster...

So I logged on mySpace. Hehe... I changed my "Who I want to meet" section, I placed a vid of Tim singing. Because honestly, I really, really, really want to meet Tim. Err.. because he can understand me coz he is so fluent in English *melts*. Plus his voice is absolutely incredible *somebody please get a mop, i'm still melting*

Anyway, I was browsing my "friends" section when I accidentally saw some familiar face. Heck, the face was beside my face in my friends "my friends" section. Erm, I just don't want to see that face anymore 'coz I'm afraid I'll go into this "reminiscing" mode again. And guess what, I did. I went all teary-eyed and remembered all those fun times we had. Aish, and it's been 6 or 7 years already!! I said to myself, "ENOUGH!" and continued on with my surfing..

Funny, now I can turn my emotions on and off. And it's all that face's fault.

Isn't it obvious that I still love him? Mind you, I'm not "in love" with him. I just love him...

sounds: DBSK - One

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